When I think of you, I get that feeling

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

teachers day is today. ((:
morning suppose to wear PE.
but didnt. then had to sit aside.
and after a long while
those not in pe went to the field
with those in pe. haha.
yea. then those not in pe
had to walk around the school . yeaa.
then those in PE. haha.
poor thing! they had to RUN!
two rounds some more! haha.
after that we went to 1t1 and SIT.
was BORING! haha. but i was smsing himbo!
haha. yea. he was NEARLY late. ME TOO!
madd. okays. then went for recess.
but din eat. then the concert.
WOAH! was the nicest in three years.
espcially the lion dance. HAHA.
SIMPLY PERFECT!
everything was FAST.
haha. it's good. and i reached home at 11.15am
haha! that's VERY early. yupp.
haha. on my way home.
the aunties keep staring at me. haha.
like i skipped school. haha.
yeaa. din go back to st nicks. LAZY!
it's too far la. THAT'S WHY. yepp.
the liondance was COOL! ((:

2:49 PM

Monday, August 29, 2005

today got back MATH and CHINESE
test paper. as what i expected.
i FAILED both.
BUT MATH i need ONE mark
ONLY ONE mark to pass!
forget it la.
no point crying over spilled milk.
my only hope is to pass SA2
yea. haha. OKAYS.
i just hope and pray that
i WONT retain! HAIS. haha.
now i dunno how to face my mother.
i did GOOD for CA3 but CA4 .
OH MAN! hais.
hope the math project can help me!
first time i failed math and chinese
urghhsss! nvm. i'll work harder next time!

YEA. BIMBO SENIOR.
I WAS SUPER SCARED LA.
OH MAN. haha. SORRY FOR TRICKING YOU!
hahahah! yea. I'M SEC 3.
FIFTEEN years old. this year.
my birthday is on 9 NOVEMBER !
REMEMBER OKAY! ((:

8:21 PM

Sunday, August 28, 2005

YOUTH MASS!
yea! it simply ROCKED!
woohoo!!! AUNTIE BRENDA'S house too
but not her dogs! haha.
woah. when i heard the dogs barking. haha
i FREAKED out. omg. haha.
i was scared. but
they were behind that thingy la. haha.
haha. they were lively la! hyper? hah
she had so many TVs. haha
and a drumset 3 guitars and key board
and piano. WOAH. hahha. yea.
and watched mr and mrs smith.
is it a NC-16 movie? haha.
there were those PARTS.
haha. yea. but nvm
i'm "16" haha year 1989 - MARCUS. i know PLEASEE.
yea. then went youth mass
COOL! haha. was HYPER YAYY!
had praise and worship . half way. amy and i
went to the other side. with the legion people.
yea. COOL they were FUNN. haha.
then mass started. was alright.
mass was long or was it praise and worship? haha
hackked. then after mass the praise and worship
beatrice and her sis came over.
HAHA. yea! and we were all HYPER together!
it was the last part la. so i was JUMPING!
then ended late? 11 plus. went to eat supper. and
GO HOME!

today-
woke up in the morning. haha
was lazy. but i just had to wake up.
had chem tuition with HIMBO. XD haha
i reached the room stairs at 836am. haha
and i thought i was late.
but MARCUS was EVEN later.
i smsed him . at 9 . he replied at 9.09
omg. he's late. he reached the room at 925. OMG.
LATE. haha. but nvm la. at least he rushed!
then he was SHY. omg. haha. din know where to start.
but finally he started. HAHA! and yea.
at least i learned something. i ws a little late for cathechism
hackked. was alright la.
they haven started the lesson anyways.
then everything went on fine.
yayy!

oh yah. THANK YOU KOR for the SHORT
CHEM TUITION. next time dont be late la.
i'm so nice. HAHA.

YOUTH MASS SIMPLY
ROCKS MY SOCKS!

7:40 PM

Friday, August 26, 2005

WOOHOO!!! i'm updating this
SPECIALLY for MY BIMBO SENIOR!
GUESS WHO!? hahaha. AMANDA SOH!
yeaa. HAHA! bimbo senior? HAPPY RIGHT!?
i included you BIG BIG name here LEH!
YEAA! OKAYS. HAHA. WOOHOO!
i'll add in my KOR's NAME TOO!
MARCUS is GONNA tuition me CHEM
hmms. i hope he's PATIENT! YEA. haha.
hahaha. BOTH MY SENIORS ROCKS KAYS!

hahaha today was late for recess.
with janice and people.
had to stand HAHA. then
mr fernandez asked us to stand in a line.
then people from A2 and A3 had to count how long we ran
mr fernandez said blue line
then we ran but cant find any blue line.
hahaha. then he asked us to run to the blue line
in TWO seconds but we stayed cos hahaha.
we were smart. those from A2 and A3 that
went school today will know.
but it was funn lah i guess! yea!
hahaha. done

MY BIMBO SENIOR. arent you HONOURED
that you BIG name is in my BLOG!
i know you are! XD

I LOVE MY BIMBO/HIMBO[you know what] FAMILY! XD

2:34 PM

Sunday, August 21, 2005

haha. today went for cathechism
woah. ahha. the girls had this dress code.
those going for the telematch would wear
shorts and T shirt and either slippers/shoes
it's funny.haha. yea. then was the talk.
by father john bosco. haha.
was funny too. yea. then sharing.
haha, soon was erm. some other stuff.
haha. beatrice and i went to legion room.
before we could leave they were STOPPING US.
wth. haha. but we said we had permission.
haha. beatrice needed to change and then i left my bag
and went back to the hall. haha. yea.
haha. then was erm the group thingy.
beatrice was like i DONT want to be in VANESSA's group.
but too sway. ahah. she got in it. bleahs.
ahaha. then mine i got into group 3. hehs.
okays. was rather little people.
but has this REAL CUTE guy. haha. omg.
he's HANDSOME CUTE. even my facil thinks so.
ahah. she was spastic? hehs. evil me.
okays. but overall was not too bad. yea.
haha. not bad cos i met the real cute twin.
haha. one of them AT LEAST.
haha. okays. marcus thinks that i have a crush on that guy.
perherps it is. HAHA. most probably not.
BLEAHS. okays. i better go off before i go MAD. ahha
but they are REALLY CUTE. XD
cuter than the park. haha. the park is CHARMING.
the twins are HANDSOME CUTE. haha.
see the difference. yea. ((:

i hope that we would have more chances to meet them
HAHA. ((:

9:53 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

WTH.
mr sim sucks!
he SUCKS BIG TIME!
today we lost is ONLY COS OF HIM!
fucked up. everything was perfect.
first we marched in.
from both sides.
then WE DID HENTAK KAKI.
and that stupid mr sim said.
WE DID NOT DO.
please use ur brains.
then MAJU. then sizing.
then marching for few minutes.
everything was GOOD.
then it was npcc's turn .
when they marched out.
no one clapped. we were like
the first to clap for them
we did it just for the sake of doing it.
then the results.
we were scared. but in our hearts
we knew npcc would win
but when mr tan said the results.
it was just different.
yurong and faris cried first.
then we did some cheer for them.
and then our fly kite cheer.
and then walked to behind the d&t block
and a few started crying.
miss nadleen too.
it's just so sucky!
it's just BIASE.
the instructions WEREN'T CLEAR!
wth. it's just UNFAIR.
we lost by TWO MARKS.
but we were actually better than np
IT'S ODVIOUS.
cos we lost by 2 marks
when SOME teachers
said that it wasnt counted.
fucked up. INFURATING!

NCC's the best overall.
they just got by.
by two marks ONLY.
THEY ARE JUST LUCKY
JUST L-U-C-K
pure luck.
by relying on luck.
it's just USELESS.
we lost by two marks.
even when some teachers din count
the marks for hentak kaki.
so overall we are still the
B-E-S-T!

NC...
NC...
ALL THE WAY
WE LIKE IT HERE
WE LIKE IT HERE
WE FIND OURSELVES A HOME
A HOME
A HOME SWEET HOME.

NP ARE JUST POSERS.
NO BRAINS TO THINK.
ALL ARE COPIED.
P-O-S-E-R-S.

i'm no sore losers
it's all true!

6:40 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

imperfect.
is the PERFECT word.
to suit each and EVERYONE out there.
if you think ure perfect in everything.
PLEASE. dont be so stupid.
if there was EVER this thing called.
perfect. then i wonder what's
imperfect. you might be perfect in this
but in some other thing.
you might just be way bad.
so please. if i am not good in this.
you do not have to be so direct.
cos I HAVE FEELINGS TOO.
i keep my attitude inside me.
i keep my temper in me.
from that day onwards.
i know i've done something
which was unacceptable.
and now i've changed.
yes i know. i'm bad at this.
and you're good. SO WHAT?!
everyone says you all are trying.
WHAT ABOUT ME!?
i am also. but i have my difficulties.
which YOU all can NEVER understand.
i have really sacrifice alot of things.
just for this.cancelled my tuitions.
but you said. i didnt .
why dont you put yourself in my shoes.
my results , my parents, and EVERYTHING ELSE.
i'm really STUCKED. i've no one to talk to.
the one i usually talk to
now sides with you.
the one who i share everything
is also now having her own problems
she goes to you. leaving me all alone by myself.
i've nowhere to turn.
and now this. i'm really gonna go into depression
SOON. i'm not joking. it's happening very very frequently.
but still i act as if nothing is happening.
i just laugh it away. pretending
that nothing happened.
i just dun understand why.
i dont blame you all.
cos i knew life was NEVER EVER fair.

i dont know what's happening.
everything is just so unlucky.
hospitals and more hospitals.
my uncle. then my cousin.
now my good friend.
WHY WHY WHY!!!???
it's not my fault if i have moodswings.
everything is just happeneing
AT THE WRONG TIME.
and nobody seems understands.
all you think is just that
i'm giving some freaking attitude.
when i am trying to keep my cool.
she shows hers too. but why.
WHY is it different .
you all understand her. even
for some small reason but me.
i just wanna break down.
but i know i cant.
i'm under the unpopular group.
and so what. does that mean anything.
whatever i do or say.
it's just a pile of junk.
when i said what i have to do.
you didnt hear. and you turn around
BLAMING ME . i hate when people acuse me.
who likes. i hate this. i just hope this ends
REAL SOON.

-i can no longer take it soon.
the pain in me is just excruciating.

4:13 PM

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

SICK!
yucks! i hate it when i have flu.
it's TERRIBLE.
it started in school around.
geography lesson. around 9am.
then i started sneezing.
and soon after that i started tearing.
and it SUCKED.
then when geog ended.
my tissues RAN OUT.
then had to suck my mucus back
and kept asking around for tissues.
then was f&n. i fell asleep.
omg. i was tired. i was sick.
omg. what's happening. then i think mdm tan saw
when i opened my eyes. i saw people staring at me.
omg omg. was paiseh. hacked.
then was recess. ate and then.
went back to class and started sneezing AGAIN.
then english. haha. got back the paper.
but my flu was worse.
and i got a sore throat. wth.
i teared even more. haha. then i ask mr woo to go toilet.
he said WAIT! haha. i said cannot wait.
then i wipe the tears off my face.
he thought i cried for the test.
haha. so he said okay you go with them.
so i went. and wash my face.
but no use. when i went back to class
i started AGAIN. wth. so had no choice.
but to keep sucking back my mucus. haha
now at home. i ate my lunch haha.
and then went to buy strepsils.
and then ate 2 cos. it was painful.
haha. i dunno if it worked.
doubt so la. haha. then i drank vitamin C.
was nice. haha. the milo too! hais.
now beside me is my course work,
my milo and my BIG packet of tissue.
haha. pathetic ehs.
i wanna recover SOON.

training yesterday.
was bad/good.
did PT. hehs. then drills
and hmms. pumping.
yahs. then practice for the drill com
and then in the room had like some
erm. AAR. about our drills
now. it's crucial.
we need more trainings!
but some people.
JUST cant make it.
they give ALL SORTS
of excuses. infurating.
hacked. just hope
that we will be more commited.
now let's ALL pray hard that
NCC will get the G.O.H for speech day.

- NCC ALL THE WAY! ((:

5:55 PM